I am always in control... of my thoughts, my body, my surroundings... I hate it.

I need to loose control. I need to have it taken from me in every way imaginable, but I also need it back when the day is over.

I have no experience with this alternative lifestyle, but it fascinates me deeply. I have a very open mind and am willing to try just about anything once, but in this area I feel that I need permission... someone to tell me I should.

I'm not looking for some deep, commited relationship at this point in my life. Right now what I need is a break from myself.

Help me, please, and set me free.

Taurus

Big And Beautiful

5' 5 (1.65 m)

Blue

Caucasian

Never Married

No

Yes

Hair

Inked All Over, Other, Secret Piercings, Visible Tattoo

Blonde

Dog

No

University Degree

Full-time

Research / Science / Engineering

Volcanologist

$45,000USD To $59,999USD

With Roomate(s), With Pet(s)

It Gets A Bit Crazy Sometimes

Yes - Trying To Quit

Yes - Socially

Quiet One

Reserved, Shy, Observant, Friendly

Arts & Crafts, Reading, Learning, Music, Movies, Photography, Theater, Travel, Cooking, Camping, Playing Cards, Volunteering

Hanging Out With Friends, Staying At Home, Trying New Things, Relaxing, Going To A Concert

A series of events that I have not planned (and do not know what they are), but get to choose the order through which they progress by picking scrabble letters (or somethng similar)representing each activity...

For example, P would be a picnic in the park, S would be going for an evening swim, W would be a wish (perhaps a trip to a palm reader or something, even though I do not believe in that sort of thing).

Trusting someone enough to give them complete power over me.

Friendly, Someone They Want To Be, Cool

Spiritual But Not Religious

Never

I Don't Like Politics

To be happy and know myself. I'm pretty much there, and just have a few more aspects of myself I would like to explore.

Clever, Dry / Sarcastic, Friendly, Goofy, Obscure

I Wish I Had A Tv

Action, Comedy, Thriller

Country, Rock, Pop, Classical, Dance, Punk

Fiction, Horror, Humor, Instructional, Nature, Reference, Science, Science Fiction, Technical, I'm An Author

Oh so many things...

Hiking, drawing, pushing all of my limits...

Intelligence, Humor, Great Skills, Empathy, Sensitivity, Boldness, Oddities, Spontaneity, Wit, Thoughtfullness

I would like to meet a man who is comfortable with himself and keeps an open mind. I accept that everyone has their demons, and I don't mind dealing with a few. Mostly I would love someone who could make me laugh, and who accepts me for who I am.

I'm looking for a person who will dicuss both his desires and mine openly, before pushing me to my limits. Appearance doesn't matter, but my ability to trust you does. I'm giving up the part of me that matters most - my control - and I expect you to respect that.

Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Domination, Bondage, Date