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euphoria Profile Information

Midwest BDSM - is there any?
Age 52 From Omaha, Nebraska - Online - Over 2 weeks ago
Woman Seeking A Man

Basic Information

I Would Describe Myself As  
Separated. Divorce pending after being together for 13 years. I'm frozen right now - a ghost of a ghost. I'm currently reading the Sleeping Beauty Trilogy by Anne Rice and living in that world instead of this one. I honestly can't see making emotional or physical contact with anyone ever again. I feel dismantled. This is the wrong pain, there is no release, no endorphins, no shuddering sighs. All suffering and no pleasure.
Sign  
Capricorn

Appearance & Situation

My Body Type Is  
Curvy
My Height Is  
5' 10 (1.78 m)
My Eyes Are  
Blue
My Ethnicity Is  
Caucasian
My Marital Situation Is  
Separated
I Have Kids  
No
I Want Kids  
No
My Best Feature Is  
Lips
Body Art  
Pierced... But Only Ear(s), Scarred, Visible Tattoo
My Hair Is  
Blonde
I Have One Or More Of These  
Dog
Willing To Relocate  
No

Status

My Education Level Is  
College Degree
My Current Employment Status Is  
Full-time
I'm A Smoker  
No
I Drink  
Yes - Socially

Personality

My Social Behavior Is  
Friendly, Comedic, Outgoing
My Interest And Hobbies Are  
Learning, Movies, Internet, Games, Clubbing / Bar Hopping, Dancing, Family, Dining, Photography, Travel, Gardening, Playing Cards, Computers
My Idea Of A Great Time Is  
Going Shopping, Relaxing, Clubbing / Bars, Reading A Book, Playing Dress-up, Going To A Museum
I've Always Wanted To Try  
An evening with highly skilled dom.
My Friends Describe Me As Being  
Friendly, Cool, Goofy

Views

My Religion Is  
Spiritual But Not Religious
My Political Views Are  
Conservative
My Goal In Life Is  
discovery
My Kind Of Humor Is  
Clever, Friendly, Obscure

Taste

On Tv, I Always Watch  
Movies
When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A  
Science Fiction, Horror, Thriller
When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To  
Rock, Metal, Electronic, Classical, Blues, Jazz, Industrial, Ambient, Dance, Soul, Punk
When I Read, I Always Read  
Fantasy, Fiction, Health, Horror, Mystery, Philosophy, Poetry, Science, Science Fiction
My Idea Of Fun Is  
Trying to get through this, saving lives

Looking for

What Do You Find Attractive?  
Intelligence, Humor, Sensitivity, Oddities, Spontaneity, Wit
What Do You Look For?  
Unsure now. I used to like pleasure laced with pain, the feel of someone over me. Being made to wait and only feeling breath.

It used to go something like this:
On my knees
In front of him
Hands that can kill
Fingertips laced in my hair
Leans in close 
And inhales me
I feel every molecule of air that he moves
The whisper
From a tiny betraying spot
Behind my ear
"I can smell the fear" he says
I'm not allowed to speak
But if I could
I'd tell him 
How much I love this ritual
How he takes my fear
Remakes it
Uses it with me
Against me
Then hours later
Skin bruised, abraded, punctured
On my back laying under him
Hands that can kill
Slide behind my neck
Lean in to that betraying spot
And inhale
"You smell different" he says 
He allows me to speak
What do I smell like?
"Erotic. Sex" he whispers
The floor disappears beneath me
And I'm gone
What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking?  
Bondage
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