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Midwest BDSM - is there any?
Age 52 From Omaha, Nebraska -
Online - Over 2 weeks ago Woman Seeking A Man
Basic Information
I Would Describe Myself As | Separated. Divorce pending after being together for 13 years. I'm frozen right now - a ghost of a ghost. I'm currently reading the Sleeping Beauty Trilogy by Anne Rice and living in that world instead of this one. I honestly can't see making emotional or physical contact with anyone ever again. I feel dismantled. This is the wrong pain, there is no release, no endorphins, no shuddering sighs. All suffering and no pleasure. |
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Sign | Capricorn |
Appearance & Situation
My Body Type Is | Curvy |
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My Height Is | 5' 10 (1.78 m) |
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My Eyes Are | Blue |
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My Ethnicity Is | Caucasian |
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My Marital Situation Is | Separated |
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I Have Kids | No |
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I Want Kids | No |
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My Best Feature Is | Lips |
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Body Art | Pierced... But Only Ear(s), Scarred, Visible Tattoo |
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My Hair Is | Blonde |
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I Have One Or More Of These | Dog |
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Willing To Relocate | No |
Status
My Education Level Is | College Degree |
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My Current Employment Status Is | Full-time |
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I'm A Smoker | No |
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I Drink | Yes - Socially |
Personality
My Social Behavior Is | Friendly, Comedic, Outgoing |
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My Interest And Hobbies Are | Learning, Movies, Internet, Games, Clubbing / Bar Hopping, Dancing, Family, Dining, Photography, Travel, Gardening, Playing Cards, Computers |
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My Idea Of A Great Time Is | Going Shopping, Relaxing, Clubbing / Bars, Reading A Book, Playing Dress-up, Going To A Museum |
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I've Always Wanted To Try | An evening with highly skilled dom. |
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My Friends Describe Me As Being | Friendly, Cool, Goofy |
Views
My Religion Is | Spiritual But Not Religious |
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My Political Views Are | Conservative |
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My Goal In Life Is | discovery |
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My Kind Of Humor Is | Clever, Friendly, Obscure |
Taste
On Tv, I Always Watch | Movies |
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When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A | Science Fiction, Horror, Thriller |
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When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To | Rock, Metal, Electronic, Classical, Blues, Jazz, Industrial, Ambient, Dance, Soul, Punk |
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When I Read, I Always Read | Fantasy, Fiction, Health, Horror, Mystery, Philosophy, Poetry, Science, Science Fiction |
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My Idea Of Fun Is | Trying to get through this, saving lives |
Looking for
What Do You Find Attractive? | Intelligence, Humor, Sensitivity, Oddities, Spontaneity, Wit |
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What Do You Look For? | Unsure now. I used to like pleasure laced with pain, the feel of someone over me. Being made to wait and only feeling breath. It used to go something like this: On my knees In front of him Hands that can kill Fingertips laced in my hair Leans in close And inhales me I feel every molecule of air that he moves The whisper From a tiny betraying spot Behind my ear "I can smell the fear" he says I'm not allowed to speak But if I could I'd tell him How much I love this ritual How he takes my fear Remakes it Uses it with me Against me Then hours later Skin bruised, abraded, punctured On my back laying under him Hands that can kill Slide behind my neck Lean in to that betraying spot And inhale "You smell different" he says He allows me to speak What do I smell like? "Erotic. Sex" he whispers The floor disappears beneath me And I'm gone |
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What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking? | Bondage |