Anglais

Where to begin... well, might as well start where my basis of my personality is based off of; feeling wanted, and being cherished.

Personally, I'm the bastard son of a man-whore of a father, and a young mother. For four years did I stay with my grandmother, and that was when I met the man I would call my father for eight years. He taught me to enjoy life, understand it is going to suck, and do what you can to make yourself happy. For a very long time did I think he a saint, as any kid my age at the time (5-10yo, mind) would think. Dad could do anything, he was superman, and at one point, he was my coach for my TBYFL team, the Oldsmar Falcons. Yet, throughout the years, my mother is the one who I accredit my strongest personality traits: selflessness, trust, loyalty, and the desire to make her family the best it could possibly be. However, everything would start to violently jam as during my 6th grade year, I would go through two homes and two schools: Farnell and Carwise. During these moves, as well, my father's health was on a down-turn. Ever since I met my dad, he had a firm lump in the right breast.

Come to find out, it was cancer. By the time we found the bloody disease, it was terminal and I was sent off to Michigan shortly after he was admitted to the ICU. Excuse my rudeness, but from there, I'm sure you may know what transpired. Mentioning the fact is making my upset at the fact.

Regardless, a year after my dad was cremated, my mother met this man named Shawn. Granted, I thought he was a new man I could put my faith in. Yet, five months into that relationship, turned out he was cheating on his fiance with my mother -- much akin to my biological father, who I have such a strong resentment for. Much like how a broken bone is damaged in the healing process, it was then my mind would struggle to trust another man in my immediate family.

Right now, my mother has a man that has been around for years, even bore another daughter alongside my middle-sister and myself, but, but the wounds of the past are very hard to forget. A scarred elephant never forgets, as they say.

Now, my sob story aside, what does a high school senior that is on the cusp of graduation have to offer? Apart from the fact I'm already enlisted in the U.S Army, as well as having studied psychology extensively in the last two years, I am going out to say that I am one of the most loyal people you will ever come across. A tad clingy, I admit, and moody, but my interest in finding someone I can make that bond with which I seek is what drove me here.

In further explanation, I haven't succumb to my inner demons in the sense of becoming cold, distant, and stoic; quite the opposite. In many situations, I'm excessively protective of those whom I hold dear, and I'm more or less a blank canvas in terms of this lifestyle. As my title would suggest, I am extensively new, but in rebuttal... I restate that my heart is a battery of raw affection for a Domme who would not mind being the anchor for Her soldier.

In short, I am looking for someone who would want a Little that is interested in lifestyle BDSM and will teach him the basic ropes. Thank you for reading so far, and I hope you have a great, fantastic day otherwise.

Taureau

Trapue

5' 5 (1.65 m)

Bleus

Caucasienne

Jamais été marié/e

Non

Oui

Sourire

Même pas envisageable

Marrons

Chien

Oui

Diplôme d'études secondaires

Etudiant/e

Militaire

Wheeled Vehicle Mechanic (91B)

De 15,000 € à 29,999 €

Avec mes parents

C'est plutôt calme

Oui - socialement

Non

Chouchou du prof

Sympa, Observateur, Réservé, Timide

Art & artisanat, Internet, Jeux, Apprendre

Sortir avec des amis, Faire du shopping, Jouer aux jeux vidéos, Faire de nouvelles expériences

An ideal first date would most likely going to a reserved place to eat, like a Melting Pot or otherwise. Something dimly-lit, calm, where we can get a conversation going.

I've really wanted to go to an in-person concert, but I've never really had anyone to take, or always seemed to be left out of those plans bu my acquaintances.

Sympa, La personne qu'ils aimeraient être, Obscur/e

Athée

Jamais

At the end of the day, I want to be a father. My idea of success is having a pair of huskies, a child or two, with absolutely no debt and own a house in the northern parts of the continental United States. As well, I would like to own a Chrysler 300 and a family vehicle for our garage.

Intelligent, Sarcastique, Sympa, Bouffon

Je n'aime pas la télévision

Science-fiction, Comédies, Famille

Electro, New age, Pop, Rap, Rock

Fictions, Histoire, Science-fiction, Je suis auteur

MY idea of fun is heavily based around video gaming, oddly enough. I like roleplaying we are a pilot in a plane on War Thunder, or tank commanders on World of Tanks.

Audace, Empathie, Beauté, Talents, Intelligence, Sensibilité, Délicatesse, Bon sens

In a partner, I do not particularly care for raw power and excessive dominance; rather, I find the sympathetic domme that can guide me in the right direction and... more or less, be a mother to me. In most cases, I have to stress I am VERY new to this lifestyle and need time to get used to it. But, I will learn quickly if you permit me to do so.

Rendez-vous, Relation intime, Engagement